Lotsof stuff happening...so din really have the mood to joke around...but i guess the purpose of the blog is to cheer you pple up...so here it is... (=
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Hmm...today's training was...ehhh...grrr....rarg....arhhh...yups...tat sums up todays training. no i mean honestly...im usually a very civilised person(except when i see anime n hello pandas...) but today i was little on the brink of madness.esp the resistance...poor nat...coz i was making lotsof noises...if you record it all down i guess you cud make a cd out of it...(i promise to autograph it haha...)at one point i said to nat..."or-der whey",but it was actually all the way...think she understood me anyway...and wateva you do...dun look at my face when im training...it muz be really horrible...luckily the reservoir dun hav mirrors...think i may have nightmares...of myself...but i guess such trainin is really the best.like really THE BEST.
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Nat sch lineup is fixed...im gona whack k1 1tile.to tell ya the truth...i really dun think im capable of the gold medal in this event...mayb in another event i cud get gold.i did think of that for a while...but aft reflecting,i now fully accept this race.Being in this team,ive learnt that its not about me anymore.If its for the better of the team,im willing to give up the medals n glory.it wasnt easy for me to come to that conclusion,coz im compeptitive.canoeing is competitive.we train to win.but i guess in this team,its diff.when we whack n compete tgt,team becomes more impt than canoeing.helping each other bcomes more impt than being first.
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Im really thankful and grateful that im rowing k1.i wun want it any other way.its not coz its fast or anything,but bcoz of my craft-mates.aft not training w them for so long...bout 1 week,when we resumed yest...it was hard(i mean hard grrr! whacking) all the way.They waited for me at the expense of their own improvement for my improvement.when you are continuously behind,you tend to feel frustrated,or even hateful...rem a few days ago i mentioned wats the point of my land fitness if my water is relatively weaker?...i think its coz i wasnt feeling v gd about not being the best...but you noe wat?this is not the time to think of such nonsense.i have teamates that do their best to help me.i cannot complain,if not ill just be letting them down.i must get beter.i will get better.this nationals there will be no sane person that can beat me.you either have to be crazy or are able to take more pain then i can..
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and before i go...here's a requim to the previous qm batch...mq,fc,yj...thnx pple...it was a great n fun term i had...learnt lotsof stuff n manage to do lots of things for the team...really wanted for us to cont...but ahem...some pple think that others are beter qms then us...ahem...haha...okok...ill not complain...so anyway thx pple!n btw...the study ic is back...no more slacking...or you DIE!!!
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Hmm...today's training was...ehhh...grrr....rarg....arhhh...yups...tat sums up todays training. no i mean honestly...im usually a very civilised person(except when i see anime n hello pandas...) but today i was little on the brink of madness.esp the resistance...poor nat...coz i was making lotsof noises...if you record it all down i guess you cud make a cd out of it...(i promise to autograph it haha...)at one point i said to nat..."or-der whey",but it was actually all the way...think she understood me anyway...and wateva you do...dun look at my face when im training...it muz be really horrible...luckily the reservoir dun hav mirrors...think i may have nightmares...of myself...but i guess such trainin is really the best.like really THE BEST.
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Nat sch lineup is fixed...im gona whack k1 1tile.to tell ya the truth...i really dun think im capable of the gold medal in this event...mayb in another event i cud get gold.i did think of that for a while...but aft reflecting,i now fully accept this race.Being in this team,ive learnt that its not about me anymore.If its for the better of the team,im willing to give up the medals n glory.it wasnt easy for me to come to that conclusion,coz im compeptitive.canoeing is competitive.we train to win.but i guess in this team,its diff.when we whack n compete tgt,team becomes more impt than canoeing.helping each other bcomes more impt than being first.
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Im really thankful and grateful that im rowing k1.i wun want it any other way.its not coz its fast or anything,but bcoz of my craft-mates.aft not training w them for so long...bout 1 week,when we resumed yest...it was hard(i mean hard grrr! whacking) all the way.They waited for me at the expense of their own improvement for my improvement.when you are continuously behind,you tend to feel frustrated,or even hateful...rem a few days ago i mentioned wats the point of my land fitness if my water is relatively weaker?...i think its coz i wasnt feeling v gd about not being the best...but you noe wat?this is not the time to think of such nonsense.i have teamates that do their best to help me.i cannot complain,if not ill just be letting them down.i must get beter.i will get better.this nationals there will be no sane person that can beat me.you either have to be crazy or are able to take more pain then i can..
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and before i go...here's a requim to the previous qm batch...mq,fc,yj...thnx pple...it was a great n fun term i had...learnt lotsof stuff n manage to do lots of things for the team...really wanted for us to cont...but ahem...some pple think that others are beter qms then us...ahem...haha...okok...ill not complain...so anyway thx pple!n btw...the study ic is back...no more slacking...or you DIE!!!
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